5 Things You Can Do Instead of Checking Your Phone and Email Like a Maniac

By Kim Saeed | Narcissism

Jul 30

 

Having a hard time going No Contact?  Told your disordered partner you’re through, yet continue to check your phone and email like Hem and Haw in Who Moved My Cheese, counting on the texts and emails to be constant?  Feeling like the world’s biggest loser when you find nothing…or, feeling like you just took a hit of morphine when you find a simple ‘hi’ from the object of your misery?

Almost everyone who’s been in a relationship with a disordered Cluster-B  has experienced the special hell of “electronic repetition compulsion”.  Some sufferers of this condition have even lost their jobs because they couldn’t get a handle on this destructive, self-defeating behavior.

So what’s one to do?  The urge to constantly check texts and emails from an abusive Ex is one of the strongest urges to overcome and has been compared to giving up an addictive substance.  For starters, it’s important to realize that this urge is simply a hidden desire to rewrite history and its origin often goes back to one’s difficult childhood, which is usually how we subsequently end up with an emotionally abusive partner. Instead of checking your phone, do this:

  • Go No Contact.  It’s the only path to true freedom.  As long as you leave a crack open, you’ll keep going back to the toxic relationship like a dog to its vomit.

If you haven’t gone No Contact, here are some simple exercises to put in place until you do:

  • Take the battery out of your cell phone. Settle down with a good book for a few hours.
  • Instead of checking your messages, eat chocolate. You’ll get a rush of endorphins instead of victim peptides.
  • Keep a rubber band around your wrist. Each time you’re tempted to check your phone or email, snap it…hard.
  • Start a project.  Keep your mind occupied.
  • Identify your danger zones.  There are times that you’re more inclined to indulge than others. Recognize when those times are, and do something that is incompatible with checking your phone.

 

On second thought, wouldn’t it be easier to just go No Contact?

 

 

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Elisabeth July 31, 2014

I am always shocked when I read things like this. It is really true. It feels like an addiction. I am aware of it but still cannot withstand it. Gone to a new therapist this week. Someone who knows of narcissism. It feels like I would like to take out that part of my brains to forget him. Never ever have no thought of him in my mind. Now after one and a half year I still wake up and it struck my mind. Oh yeah, what happened. I left that man. Why did I do that? Than I have to tell myself, why I did it. Over and over again. I have a very good friend who listens to me and gives advice. I take a pill and than the day begins to struggle it through. Sometimes I hate myself for it.

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Katie July 30, 2014

Thanks Kim 🙂 this coming Friday will be 3 weeks no contact and I blocked him on FB. I need to block him on my phone…. He hasn’t tried to contact me.. But I know he will eventually, just to make sure I’m still pining over him and he still has me under his spell!! He knows I’m his meal ticket with money and a place to live and the girl he is with now (which he got with the day we broke up) lives with her parents (nothing wrong with that) I have been there but he can’t move in with her! This is very hard to get through!! I’m trying my hardest I keep wondering what he is doing! :(. Thanks for you posts they so help!!

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